I need help. Last night our sixth grade student came into our room at bedtime in tears. "I hate America" was the shocking statement that was made. We asked, why and what happened because not even an hour earlier this smart, goofy kid who takes tap dancing classes, loves volleyball and is on the honor roll at school was telling us silly jokes and practicing a moonwalk. "I don't understand why we're scared at school, and that people hate me because I'm different."
After some digging it boiled down to just the two topics that are the most worrisome for us as parents in 2023. Gun violence and an increasing amount of law makers across the country talking about the dangers of saying "gay", people in Drag, or books in schools that represent real life people.
We can't do the easy and reassuring parent trick of saying "it will be ok, a shooting at your school will never happen to you" because we don't know that. Gun violence has already touched our little family. On a boring Saturday morning we stopped into a local mall to shop for spring clothes and there was an altercation that resulted in two people being shot. The terror in not knowing what was happening and the need to get out of the area was awful. We were separated and our third grader had to rely on strangers for comfort and help until we were reunited.
It simply isn't believable to tell kids that there is no risk in going to school. The drills they do for lockdown are more likely to be put into action than the earthquake drills we did, and the atomic bomb drills our parents did. American kids live with a real worry that it will be their school next.
Ok, so training and preparation. That "solves" the gun issue, but what about the other thing? How do we explain that legislators are railing on about drag queens because it's an easy thing to vilify? How do we explain that just because they don't feel comfortable being called a girl that they are talked about by adults in power as deviant, or suggest that they were groomed. It feels like they are suggesting that if it hadn't been for external factors, that my kid would be 'normal.' Oh my, was it the true story about two male penguins at the zoo who hatched an adopted egg? It can't be, our doctor, the therapist we hired after the shooting, and even the clergy at our church have said our family as healthy, loving and frankly ordinary.
So, I am asking for help. How do we explain inaction on limiting access to guns that are so powerful that parents have to use DNA to identify their child, but at the same time that these same legislators will limit the use of pronouns because pronouns are are harmful? How do we explain that the rights of American's to have guns is more important than the right for children to survive the day of school? How do we explain that even though we have freedom of religion in America that those who believe in the Bible use it to make laws, based on their interpretation. How do we explain that we as parents would do anything to keep them safe, but we can't stop bullets and we can't stop useless and hurtful laws.
This kid is smart and sees through the irony of inaction on something that will literally kill them and action on stuff like words that don't matter.
How are we as parents supposed to explain it?
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