Dateline: 4:55 pm.
This is a lot of hurry up and wait. I'm having contractions and feeling some of them. Some come and go with little awareness on my part.
Using the loo has been both a hassle and a treat. Getting there is effort, but it's worth it.
Sometime after 5 Doctor K will come back and check my progress. They won't let me labor too long if I'm not progressing. I'm finally accepting that a c-section may be unavoidable if my body is unwilling to let go of this small child.
It's certainly not the path we had hoped for, but I might be convinced solely on the fact that I'll be able to eat once we have a baby. I'm sure I'll be focused on other things, but golly. Tp is hungry. Raaaar...feed me.
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